What a day....

Well today as usual woke up and went for jogging...then went breakfast with my mom and bought some vegetables and fish to cook in the afternoon...Came home i rest awhile and the gang came together for kimmy's birthday surprise party...

The gang came and we sat down then we chit chat and do some catch up because been a really really long time since we met each other and also been a long time since we had our group gathering...then i start to ask them what's their plan and see whether they want to eat or not cause i have already eaten my lunch my mom cooked...Then they finally decided to order domino's pizza so i called them and ordered at about 1.10...After that ee may started to be impatient so i called kimmy and asked where is she...Then she said "I'm leaving the house now" So i went to the fridge and took out the cake from the fridge then they light it up....The pizza came 1st before kim actually reach my hse...-.-....Kim finally came and i tried to hold her up but i couldnt T_T in the end she saw there's a light inside the house and surprise...well i kinda blow it off but still she did surprised also oh well....They sat down happily eating the cake pizza and drinking sprite.All of us chit chatting and eating and that stupid zhilin =.= keep asking me to go japan and cry like the girl in the tvb show "seventh day" i dont know why must it be me T___T So we plan to go starbucks for a coffee, since zhi drove here so she drove us to starbucks so she can happily do her hwk there....Went there ordered and carry on our catch up there....ARGH i am tired =.= to go on writing forget it....Just not in a right mood now...

I not in the mood because last time i am close to a person and now we rarely even talk to each other not even talked on the phone or even sms or even on msn....it drives me crazy sometimes...When someone is close to u and now bah not anymore its really made me feel like i am not important anymore....sigh....Sometimes wanna find someone to talk to dont know who to find other than my jiejie but sometimes she is busy well i know when is she busy and when she is not....When she busy she wont pick up my calls and wont reply me on msn well i know she is busy and i dont blame her or wutever..I willing to be the one who suffer and care for her...coz i am a person who doesnt want my sister or anyone else to be sad...Although sometimes i really wants someone to care for me but i wont mind anything....but sometimes i really feel that jiejie does care for me its just she just doesnt actually have time to that...Oh well, as long as my jiejie is happy i wont mind suffering or wutever....that's all i gonna say...coz she is my sister and i want her to be happy not sad...Just want to be there for her whenever she needs someone that's what i always do...anyway love u always my jiejie...especially kali, lyn, von and trin jiejie =)