Emo Leads to A Better Thinking to my Sister

Been a really long time since i actually blog...Nowadays, i have been really moody, no mood at all, cant really have a positive thinking...I always get pissed off at anyone very easily and i explode very very easily, i seriously don't know what else to do..Past few days i've been thinking what is wrong with me and all but i cant think...I'm getting really really feel very useless..haiz T_T I am so stress pressured and moody...Always make ppl angry i am really useless right?

I always not happy go and find my lyn jiejie when she is busy. If i am not her sister i guess she wont be helping me so much and supporting me always want to make me happy whenever i have problems eventhough she is busy she will try to spent some time with me to make me happy. She always there for me when i really need her by my side i really appreciate a lot..That day i ask my friend to pass present to her with a letter, when she received it, she sms me and said "wei,why you buy so many things?zzz. You want to die arr.." Whenever i buy her stuff and give it to her she will surely say " You wanna die ar" Then she read the letter, she said very touched by my letter. Jiejie what i wrote in the letter its all true. If not jiejie always support me behind i think i wont be studying so well and plus see jiejie always so hardworking being ur meimei really feel like if i not hardworking its a bit so wrong. Jiejie always someone i admire and also someone i wanna follow de footsteps. I still remember no matter how busy is my jiejie, you will always be there to help me jiejie ah i will surely get goods result and wont let jiejie disappointed. No matter what if jiejie not happy meimei always here for you de wont let you down at all. Meimei suffer how much also never mind coz its worth it for my princess jiejie because i want my jiejie to be happy not sad. Jiejie always in my heart.

This post not only goes to lyn jiejie. It also goes to kali jiejie, you also always there for me when i need someone to talk to thank you. I really want you all to know that your meimei forever here for you when you need me because i doesnt want you all to be sad...No matter how much i suffer i willing to be here for you because you all are very important to me. I think i will stop here, i am tired already goodnight.

Jiejie you always in my heart, even i suffer till i die i will always be there for you when you need me or whenever jiejie not happy need me i will surely be there for you because my princess jiejie is always important to me and always in my heart forever. Love you forever and ever my princess jiejie.