Macroeconomics Dead....

Sorry i didnt blog much nowadays. I dont have the mood to blog many things had happen in this past weeks. I got very stressed out and pressured but i still tell myself not to give up go on with it no matter what there's somebody supporting you. I still going on with it. Today its my 2nd semester mid exam, Macroeconomics is my favourite subject overall and i have confident that i will score for it because i had already prepared earlier. So went to college as usual and revise back what i had study before, then suddenly i dont know why i suddenly got so stressed out and pressured almost forgot all the notes but luckily it did not...then i tried to relax myself but still cant then my heart starts to pain i dont know why...after awhile it gets better and i get relax....My friend came to college and we had a group study for awhile then went to old town for lunch, so we sat there to eat and study as well.
After eating and studying, its time for us to walk to MPSJ hall for our exam so we walked there under the hot sun, i smsed lyn jiejie and tell her i going for the exam and i was really scared i needed her but i doubt she is awake or she is at class anyway, i offed my phone and check my name on the list and see where i sat. I looked and saw my number is 02 i got a shocked anyway forget it sooo went into the hall and i told my fren good luck and may god bless us...Coz we really very scared. So sat there and my microeconomics teacher ms rabiah told us what to do and she said we can start now... So i happily open the booklet and do the MCQ, after awhile i finished the MCQ so i do the calculations for section B count lor...then suddenly my brain went blank, i couldnt think and dont know what was i doing but i still kept on writing on the answer booklet...I carry on doing till i finished the essay where i know my essay i wrote craps and i know there i lose 10marks but the others i really din know what i wrote i doubt the answer is correct. Then my microeconomics teacher said time is up so i stop writing and Mr Wilson my macroeconomics teacher came up to collect the answer booklet. I gave him the booklet and turn to Sharon and ask she know's how to do? then me bryan and her kept talking about it till i found out that i might have some wrong answers and most of my calculations are wrong and i started to wanna cry i really wanted to cry at that time when i heard about it...Then after that i on back my phone and smsed lyn jiejie, told her about it. Went to yam cha with my frens then sherryn mom's here she went home the others went CC to play games. I went back to tbs sat down there and called ying talked to her about it while talking to her then my phone starts to have the sms coming in. Then i straight told ying i talk to her later. So i read the sms from lyn jiejie asked me "what happen ar? I just woke up going to class now. Tell me later ar." then i told her okie....As usual came back by bus, then came back to the hse and cooked maggie to eat then sat down and watch Moonlight Resonance (ka hou yue yun in cantonese) finished the episode then mom came back and i smsed lyn jiejie and i started crying...She tried to make me happy i know she tried to be there for me like how i be there for her i appreciate.

This is to my lyn jiejie if u ever read my blog:
Jie i know meimei promised i wont let u down in my studies and i remember i promise that i will study hard. But this time i think meimei let u down already jiejie, i might failed this exam and wont be able to study already. I am really useless, study so much and in the end get nothing useless right? i really wanna give up u know jiejie after thinking i will lose so many marks for my favourite subject i really no mood my heart totally pain and crying...I really feel like giving up i really no mood at all been stressing up like crazy i really wanna give up but something stopped me from giving up. You know what stopped me from giving up? Its what i wrote in the letter and what meimei promise you before. I said jiejie is my idol not you i wont be here today studying so hard and worked hard for my exam.Not jiejie who supported me all this while i guess i would have gave up earlier on. Now still the same, i know jiejie always care for me and support me if not jiejie wont sms me back, this is why no matter what happen how hard this road is meimei wont give up coz of one exam i wont give up...I know that jiejie will support me right? I love u always jiejie...Thanks for always being here for me jiejie..Not meimei always being there for u, u also always being here for me jiejie...Thank you so much no matter what jiejie always my sister nvr change...Thanks jiejie i love u forever and miss you.

Presents for my 2 princess sister

Today i wasn't feeling very well having slight fever but in the end it finally went down but i was still worried it might go back quite high T_T eventhough i have fever i still went to college for lecture class and one replacement class for english but it was really tired for me coz i was really tired and almost falling asleep in class today....not i dont wanna rest at home mainly because my mid term exam around the corner and i have today's lecture is one of my worst subject and that is business maths oh well the class till 11 i tried to stand and not sleeping till 11 then wooooo hoooooo class finally over....!!!!!My friends all wanna go sunway so i followed lor...went there kaikai then went to dragon i for foood....then after the foood paid already then we went to faber castel then went speedy for my jason mraz cd but in the end my friends left me alone so i walk all on my own....

After buying the cd I actually went to hunt Final Fantasy Figure for my jiejie coz i know she likes Final Fantasy geh.....in the end i walk from one end of sunway pyramid to the other i bought one for her thats the nicest i can find in that shopping mall.....no matter how expensive is it also worth buying because i bought it also coz i know she likes FF and also i just want to make her smile and happy also worth it geh...i bet she will scold me tho....T_T i hope she wont scold bah...coz i know this few days she has been stressing up a lot and also sick then not really happy i hope i can make her feel happy bah....jiejie ah this figure i walk few rounds and found this figure is the nicest so i bought it for u hope u like it bah....I hope u get well soon bah jiejie....i love u muacks.....sorry ah =x just to let u know =x this final fantasy figure cost me RM 99 how expensive also nvm as long as my jiejie happy i am happy liao le.....=DDDDD love u forever muacks....

I have something for kali jiejie also but then i dont know how to give it to her T_T she is sooooooooo far away.....jiejie ah u support me so much i dont know how to say leh this is something that i bought for u toooo XD hehe remember the cute thingy i bought that time one of them is for u....being ur sister din buy stuff for u some more u help me so much i feel bad tho....hope ya like it....eheh ai si ni.....wo de princess jiejie i love u forever hehe jiejie ah =x dont angry ah cause i buy something for u =x
This bubblegum figurine i bought for her there's a quote saying:
What is a Friend?? A friend is someone very dear who shares your hopes and dreams, who shows you that the greyest day is brighter than it seems.

This is one is for my princess lovely meow aka lyn jiejie de =D hope u like it

This one is for princess kali jiejie de =x hehe hope u like it XD