One of my bad day i guess?

Just recently i don't really have time for anything coz of assignments, my personal problem,family problems and also worried about my sisters especially the two that i love most pat and meow aka lyn. Well i really worried about my college coz exams are getting really nearer and i haven actually studied >_<

Today i got really stressed out and pressured by my dad cause he kept want me to study and study i really very stress...well i know he wants me to study its for my own good but i also need a break...well i quarreled with him for awhile and then he told me that he might me getting divorced with my mom....i was LIKE bah.....i lose concious of myself i dont know what to do....well this have already expected coz my parents not in a talking terms for quite sometime and not sleeping in the same room for quite sometime...whenever they talk they will quarrel sometimes it does disturb my studies...i really love both of them a lot...but sometimes what they do really hurt my feelings a lot no matter what happen there's a person woke me up that i should appreciate your parents and also love them coz no matter how much they scold you shows that they care for you...but i really dont wanna see this to happen....i know that if my mom fights for me or my dad it will nvr happen because my mom aint have that amount of money to support us, but if its really fighting for it and everything gonna happen i really want to tell my mom that whatever happens i will really wanna follow my mom wherever she goes....she is the one who cares and love me most eventho she shows it indirectly....i really loves her most....i dotn mind following my dad either coz i know that what he does to me and all he shows that he care i really love him after he changes himself to a better person.....i really wish they wont get divorced and be happy together again.....its really hard for me....

I really wish i can go to somewhere nice and peace for me to relax it out many things cant control it to happen but i really wish it didnt happen....Its really tough and hard but i still have to go on....no choice its my pathway and i will have to go on no matter how hard the road is...i wish there is someone there to support me i cant do this alone >_<

To my jiejie: anyway jiejie i really loves u and care for u whenever u need me my phone is always on...no matter what happens i am here to support you....love u always u know jiejie....u meant a lot to me....

korkor go sleep pls.....u dont sleep i will take parang and kill u -.- dont make me do that but if i do (someone will kill me) =x nitenite