Miss you a lot...

Been awhile since i blog....i've been busy with my college many unhappy things happen but i dont have the time to blog...now if i dont blog i really dont know who else to tell it to....

I've started college going to 4th weeks..Before the college started i was really worried that i might not able to use to it but my pet sister who i treated her as my real sister all this while supported me behind telling me i will enjoy college life and i will get use to it....As time passes by i really getting use to it and had really fun in college with my new friends, there's people always play prank on me as usual but i already get use to it....Although this had happen i told her about it and she do told me the same thing, she also said that dont bother about them cause you are there to study all this while she cared for me....No matter i am sick or twisted my ankle she is there for me...Now in college, there's this guy in my group tutorial class and also we had lunch together with a gang of friends including him, i found out that he likes me...I couldn't talk to her about this because she hasn't been online even i sms her no reply...unless i call her but i really dont feel like bothering her because she is always busy drawing and doing homework.....Many things happen in college i just didnt say i kept it to myself...its really tough for me...I've been pissing off with my college friends and i got easily angry now a days at my college friends....i have no more patience i lose patience with them....sigh i really can't take it anymore....I really wish she is right here with me....I miss her so much i really wanna talk to her but i dont know how.....College been a really tough life for me right now many assignments due next month class test and online quiz next week...many homeworks not done what else can i do?? sigh i really dont know what to do i really need someone to talk to i really wish she is right here for me right now....but i dont blame her for not talking to me i understand that she needs to do her homework...but i really miss her alot...

Jie if you are reading i really miss you alot and i appreciate that all this while u tried your best to make me happy eventhough jiejie arent happy but mei wanna apologize that i couldnt help jiejie when jiejie is not happy and also always make jiejie upset i am so sorry....Meimei really miss you alot...I love u jiejie thx for everything you have done....I think you should know who you are when u read this.....meimei really feel thankful to have you as my sister but i really give u burden alot i am really sorry....meimei really feel bad that i always disturb u really sorry....mei always make u angry i hope jiejie wont angry at me i am sorry anyway...jiejie i love u always miss u alot.....i treat the goofy as u...the goofy i bought for u i hug it everyday coz i really miss u T___T......