No more college for me i guess???

haiz....I might stop college soon...I don't have much money to go on my studies in Taylor's till 2010 the course there too expensive for me since my dad doesn't want to pay for my education fees =/...I have to pay it on my own and my savings can only last me till end of 2009 or earlier than that i don't know i really don't know what am i gonna do >_<>

Stop college and start working gonna be hard for me but i don't have the choice if my loan doesn't approve!!!Can anyone tell me what more i can do??SIGH!!!!! why is this happening to me =(((((?? haiz can i die =( i wanna go on studying but now i already dont know how....haiz......guess i gonna die soooooon......no college to study T_____T sigh.....bye bye i go find alternative.....