Love Problems and Some Craziness

Oh well....I didn't really blog much now a days because i kind off busy with my assignments, homework and also my debate for tomorrow...I kinda preparing everything and also now a days have to study because after chinese new year i have a final exam and also an exhibition to do...So now a days really really very tiring have to settle sooo many things...plus kinda having more and more problems for me to solve....
Sigh i really wish i have a person is here for me and care for me of course my jiejie is doing that edi but i want someone more important i wish he is here.....but oh well we have agreed to have a break but i really still miss him if i say i dont miss him and want to forget him its totally a lie man.....i really really miss him alot but like i said i am fine just wanna have a break and i still felt bad that i dont trust him its my fault i still put that blame on me oh well... but then what is done is done cant really turn back already got to just face it......I really hope my ex bf can leave me alone for now i really cant stand it anymore, no matter what i tell him and all that i have a bf edi and all he stills bothering me he doesnt care at all he is damn desperate to have me and need me....calling me everyday and night one night can call me 50 times =.= i really dunno what this guy wants from me trying to get a replacement?using me?trying to hurt me again? i really dunno alot of questions mark around my head i really dunno whether he really likes me or even there for me...probably accept me edi and then dump me fro another girl again after he met another girl? I really dont want it to happen to me again i dont wanna get hurt from the same person again....the scar havent recovered fully and getting another stab i dont want it to happen again....sigh tough tho.....
Enough of that back to about ytd.....well ytd was PUBLIC HOLIDAY wooot so woke up kinda late then got to go buy dictionary for my english course because my dictionary was tooo small and i dont get use to it so went to ikano the popular there to get it...So went there got what i want and went to the counter to pay -.- SUCH A LONG QUEUE =.= because there's ONLY ONE counter open damn lame =.= probably i stand in that line probably HALF an hour =.= damn stupid.....after i paid then brought mom to go eat then bought some bedsheets for Chinese New Year hehe i got a GREEN bed sheet =DDDDDD woot......then after that my mum took me to KIm's hse i was late....kim open the door for me and ee may was standing at the staircase then i din see zhilin.....then 3 of us kim me and ee may just talk and dont care about miss zhilin coz somehow this girl soooo smart go and hide.....and guess where she hide =.= she hide BEHIND the TOILET door =.= and she still can laugh.....when i went there they were playing dynasty warrior sort off pausing the game...then i went there to finish up my homework....and smart ppl like ee may says i rajin oh god -.- then i was playing with kim's weird cat until me and ee may heard beeds dropping on the floor and guess what her cat's ass near the tail got one hole!!!! LOL =x then zhi sew it back...and we ordered mcd....we eating mcd and laughing our ass off like crazy coz zhi kim and ee may was like talking and me listening sooo damn funny..then they watched stardust while i finish up my homework and at last yinnie came and i done with homework....then i watch too lol =x zhi went crazy and laughing like crazy when they watch stardust LOL! she cant stop laughing i ended up seeing her laugh than watching the movie and laugh lol.....and i was like half falling asleep coz i was really tired then about 6 something i got home....
Use the computer when i home and talk to my lovely Meow jiejie =D well ytd we are like sort of emo she was in a bad mood and i was tooo oh well jiejie be happy bah....love problems always strikes us but make the right choice choose the correct one and like u say so u wont regret it at the end right??? i want jiejie to know that no matter what happens meimei always support u ok....i always by your side if u need me ok =D i love u alot jiejie =D nobody else i can support but i really will support u till the end ok.....=) i love u loads jie.....talked to jiejie till about 12.30 i talk to her till i forgot i got class the next day =x lol....went to college like half dead falling asleep xD haha....anyway jiejie, meimei always will support u =D
I shall stop here.....