I Miss You Sooo Much!!!

Been a really long time since i blogged....Tomorrow i am going to awana genting with my coursemates and lecturers....After i met my philipines pet sister and also started to realized many things...As you know that i last time doesnt like my dad always say dad not good and hate him alot....but now i respect him alot....I can see that he really cared and loves me a lot....i really loves him so much as my dad and respect him....He made me realized what i like and what i wants in the future....Now i gonna spent all my time study and i dont really wanna spent so much time on anything else....now i really know what means by Workhard now and enjoy later....i really know what my future ones and everything....

All these while i miss her a lot, but she is always busy with her homework...well i understands her, homework is more important than anything else...I've tried to ask her out but she always busy with homework...really missed her a lot...haven talk to her for a very very long time...i miss her everyday and loves her alot...She cares about me a lot always helps me when i need someone then sometimes i need someone to talk to she is there to help me i really loves her a lot...next friday is her birthday i planning to ask her out but i scared she will say "i'm sorry mei i got work to do" but i do understand everything if u said that i know jiejie's homework really comes 1st dont worry about it have nvr blame jiejie before i love u a lot just want u to know that....i bought her presents i really loves her i really wish i can celebrate birthday with her and give her a nice memory of it for her since she had told me she had nvr had a birthday cake before and all i really wish i can do something to it...i loves her a lot and i really want her to be happy......jiejie if you ever read this i really want you to be happy...and i really want to celebrate birthday with you because you are my sister i love the most and miss you the most jiejie....i love u alot....Jie i bought u some birthday presents i really hope that you will like what i give u cannot say dont want de ok...i love u a lot...

Need to go to bed going genting tomorrow goodnight....busy day.....i gonna go now.....